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Monday, June 30, 2008
他从来都不哭.
至少我认识的他 很乐观.
离别时, 往往都是阿姨姥姥他们哭.
而他却从不落一滴眼泪
可这次不同了.
静静坐在门边,
静静望着准备离去的我们,
他的眼眶湿了.
这好像是我一生中第一次见姥爷这样难过.
不知他是因为行动不便不能把我们送到车上
还是有其他原因使他落泪.
或许这几年来发生的事情对他打击很大..
不过我想, 他是舍不得我们吧...
我本来已经很难受了,
看到他也那样,
真的真的更舍不得了.
虽然每一次离别都是一把鼻涕一把泪
但那时的我,甚至现在的我, 只想留在他们身边.
只因为他们,尤其是他, 很需要我们.
我们的到来是他们日常生活的苦涩的一种解脱.
如果我们呆久了, 我们会不会也慢慢融化成他们生活苦涩的一部分呢
所以我希望我们再回去时, 能够多带给他们一点快乐,而不只是解脱...
不想再看见姥姥 姥爷 和爷爷奶奶的眼泪了.
如果我都这么难过了,
我想爸妈心里更不好受吧.
至少我认识的他 很乐观.
离别时, 往往都是阿姨姥姥他们哭.
而他却从不落一滴眼泪
可这次不同了.
静静坐在门边,
静静望着准备离去的我们,
他的眼眶湿了.
这好像是我一生中第一次见姥爷这样难过.
不知他是因为行动不便不能把我们送到车上
还是有其他原因使他落泪.
或许这几年来发生的事情对他打击很大..
不过我想, 他是舍不得我们吧...
我本来已经很难受了,
看到他也那样,
真的真的更舍不得了.
虽然每一次离别都是一把鼻涕一把泪
但那时的我,甚至现在的我, 只想留在他们身边.
只因为他们,尤其是他, 很需要我们.
我们的到来是他们日常生活的苦涩的一种解脱.
如果我们呆久了, 我们会不会也慢慢融化成他们生活苦涩的一部分呢
所以我希望我们再回去时, 能够多带给他们一点快乐,而不只是解脱...
不想再看见姥姥 姥爷 和爷爷奶奶的眼泪了.
如果我都这么难过了,
我想爸妈心里更不好受吧.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
tmr i'll b leaving..
going back to reality.
hmph=(
leaving all the people i like and the carefree days i enjoyed.
butall i need is his gdbye.
=)
going back to reality.
hmph=(
leaving all the people i like and the carefree days i enjoyed.
butall i need is his gdbye.
=)
Saturday, June 14, 2008
haix.
it has always been like this.
when i first reached here,
i longed to return to spore.
as time pass...
every little thing make me want to stay here.
the people who cared
the slow pace
and everything..
and.. i didnt have to go back to face all those expectations..
mid yrs.
tchers.
everything.
escape..
haix...
it has always been like this.
when i first reached here,
i longed to return to spore.
as time pass...
every little thing make me want to stay here.
the people who cared
the slow pace
and everything..
and.. i didnt have to go back to face all those expectations..
mid yrs.
tchers.
everything.
escape..
haix...
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
cest la vie..
so expectedly.
its not everyday u go to msn to get ur pw done when some fren pops ard and informs u ur frm-teacher-to-be is no longer here.
really.
when fiona first told me i tot she was tricking me like how hb once tricked me..
maybe she taking revenge cuz im slacking in china.
but.
its true.
i know its sad..
and once again i am reminded life is to uncertain.
life is so fragile.
but..
im sure he was contented.
i guess it was his dream to be a teacher.
he has fulfilled his dream
and left no regrets.
may my prayers be with him wherever he goes..
==========================================
so expectedly.
its not everyday u go to msn to get ur pw done when some fren pops ard and informs u ur frm-teacher-to-be is no longer here.
really.
when fiona first told me i tot she was tricking me like how hb once tricked me..
maybe she taking revenge cuz im slacking in china.
but.
its true.
i know its sad..
and once again i am reminded life is to uncertain.
life is so fragile.
but..
im sure he was contented.
i guess it was his dream to be a teacher.
he has fulfilled his dream
and left no regrets.
may my prayers be with him wherever he goes..
==========================================
Monday, June 02, 2008
4th day in china.
used to th changes liao.
when i first arrvied there i really wanted to get away and go back to singapore.
my uncle is still recovering frm a stroke. cant talk much. looks damn thin and so much less bubbly.
my aunt was going to divorce w him, or at least tt was what i heard.
now she doesnt even visit us or talk to us. she used to be my bbf in china lo...
haix.
two ppl down.
then my grandpa, i think he had a stroke sth to when he heard tt my uncle was ill.
the person who liked to joke w us a lot, a bit nosy at times, now just sits ard at home. actually he has dff moving ard la. need wheelchair when going out...
the three ppl tt i really count on to make our trip here entertaining were down.
now they need us.
thats why when take gave me the " what the hell" look, i was damn pissed.
so i said: i need to visit my relative.
BUT, stoopid take just shrugged his bloody shoulders and retend he din care/hear.
tmd.
of course he doesnt care.
as if he cares abt anything.
lol,
lets not continue abt take.
now just finished bio stem cel tests.
was better than i tot.
=)
at my cousin's house onlining.
just had a full 6 six hours of hair treatment w mum.
went to straightened my hair again.
now so smooth~
but the fringe a bit dai
(thou ppl all tell me i look nicer)
i bet the fu yan me. AHAHA!
lalala..
i canot view my own blog.
stupid. cannot see my taggie=(
but its okay.
i shall post my tags here.
to jia liu: PLS GO DO BIO TEST ON KM. Ms wong kena sms me. haha! waste her sms money!and stop being MASCular.. hahahah~ im not a kid liao. rmb?
to eugenia: lol. i went back on a tuesday.. dunno leh. why i go back everyone siam. -_=
to yawn: I miss u too!(cuz i noe u'll miss muah=))) lol. u pig ma. slp so early. nvm.. rmb i say u can call me or sms me... just pay more lorh..=) *red is redder than u ma..
to ham : im here! hahaha..i noe u miss me. i miss u too! (but a bit lesser la)
to shen: I SAW many TOU HUA posters in SHANGHAI airport n many fans waving DOUHUA posters etc. they coming to shuanghai??
to ahmu: LOI. stop being no link. hahahah.. yay! ahmu jealous! i feel so accomplished!
to everyone else who might have tagged or was thinking of tagging or who didnt tag:
miss u guys! take sucks. jk..
used to th changes liao.
when i first arrvied there i really wanted to get away and go back to singapore.
my uncle is still recovering frm a stroke. cant talk much. looks damn thin and so much less bubbly.
my aunt was going to divorce w him, or at least tt was what i heard.
now she doesnt even visit us or talk to us. she used to be my bbf in china lo...
haix.
two ppl down.
then my grandpa, i think he had a stroke sth to when he heard tt my uncle was ill.
the person who liked to joke w us a lot, a bit nosy at times, now just sits ard at home. actually he has dff moving ard la. need wheelchair when going out...
the three ppl tt i really count on to make our trip here entertaining were down.
now they need us.
thats why when take gave me the " what the hell" look, i was damn pissed.
so i said: i need to visit my relative.
BUT, stoopid take just shrugged his bloody shoulders and retend he din care/hear.
tmd.
of course he doesnt care.
as if he cares abt anything.
lol,
lets not continue abt take.
now just finished bio stem cel tests.
was better than i tot.
=)
at my cousin's house onlining.
just had a full 6 six hours of hair treatment w mum.
went to straightened my hair again.
now so smooth~
but the fringe a bit dai
(thou ppl all tell me i look nicer)
i bet the fu yan me. AHAHA!
lalala..
i canot view my own blog.
stupid. cannot see my taggie=(
but its okay.
i shall post my tags here.
to jia liu: PLS GO DO BIO TEST ON KM. Ms wong kena sms me. haha! waste her sms money!and stop being MASCular.. hahahah~ im not a kid liao. rmb?
to eugenia: lol. i went back on a tuesday.. dunno leh. why i go back everyone siam. -_=
to yawn: I miss u too!(cuz i noe u'll miss muah=))) lol. u pig ma. slp so early. nvm.. rmb i say u can call me or sms me... just pay more lorh..=) *red is redder than u ma..
to ham : im here! hahaha..i noe u miss me. i miss u too! (but a bit lesser la)
to shen: I SAW many TOU HUA posters in SHANGHAI airport n many fans waving DOUHUA posters etc. they coming to shuanghai??
to ahmu: LOI. stop being no link. hahahah.. yay! ahmu jealous! i feel so accomplished!
to everyone else who might have tagged or was thinking of tagging or who didnt tag:
miss u guys! take sucks. jk..